Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in Allie's LiveJournal:

Sunday, April 10th, 2005
2:29 pm	Well, here it goes... I know you guys always thought that I was the 'lucky one' who didnt get a minor. Well... you guys got a minor, I went to jail. If you are still interested at this point, read on. I had to write what happened step by step for my dad and my lawyer. If you read this, you will be able to understand everything that happened, minute by minute. If you dont have that kind of time, I understand. Just ask me and I can give you a brief overview, or answer any questions that you may have. Sorry its taken me so long to let you guys know, it has just been kinda emotional and overwhelming lately. But here it is... (I dont know how to do that cool link thing that al does, sorry. You are just goign to have to deal with the simple cut and paste!) From Start to Finish (all times are approximate) WEDNESDAY 10:15 p.m. Sarah, Isabel, Stephanie, another boy (not sure of the name), the driver and myself left the house (not sure what house) to head to the bar (Brad’s). 10:20 p.m. We arrive at the bar and the driver drops Sarah and I off at the back door. The door is already open and we enter and talk to the DJ (a friend of Isabel’s and Sarah knows him). There are no more than a dozen people in the bar, which I can see. We then begin to walk around a bit, waiting for the other girls to get in (which entered through the front door). They come up and stand with us, no more than a few seconds later, the door lady comes over and asks for out Id’s. Stephanie quickly put her Id in my hands while she was turned away from the door lady. Immediately after Stephanie hands her Id to me, the door lady takes the Id from me. She studies it for a long while, and then asks for my zip code. I don’t respond. She is continuing to be persistent about it, asking other questions about the Id. She then turns to Sarah (still holding my-Stephanie’s Id) and asks for her Id. Sarah gives the lady her Id, she studies it, then returns it to her. The lady then turns back to me and says that she has to give this to Brad (the owner of the bar). Brad is on the phone and she says it will just be one minute. At this time, Sarah and I walk to the back of the bar to talk with Isabel and Stephanie, asking Stephanie her zip code and her address. 10:30 p.m. I walk back to where Brad was (now off the phone). He questions me about the Id, asking what my address is. I do not respond. He then tells me that the police will be here in about two minutes, and asks me to wait right where I was (I was leaning against a counter). I am facing the back of the bar where Sarah, Isabel and Stephanie were. I mouth to Sarah that the cops are coming. She walks over to me, and I tell her that the cops are coming. She stays with me until the officer arrives. 10:32 p.m. The officer (male) enters the bar, and Sarah, Brad and I walk over to him. Brad hands the Id to the officer. The officer looks to the Id and then to me. He says that it doesn’t look like me (this directed towards Brad), something about my jaw line. He asks my name, and I say that I’m Stephanie (not really sure what to do). He then asks me to step outside. Sarah, the officer and I go outside. We are standing outside the door and he tells Sarah to go inside, that it is none of her business. The officer tells me that he was going to have to take me in and fingerprint me unless I showed him my real Id. I go into my purse and get my school Id out of my wallet and hand it to him. He studies it and asks a few unrelated questions (what’s your major? what year are you?..) He asks me to get into his car. I comply and sit in the back while he is in the front with both of the Id’s doing something on his computer. (I don’t remember exactly, but he may have asked me the unrelated questions in the car). 10:40 p.m. While I’m sitting in the back of the cop car, Sarah and a friend came out and wanted to talk with the cop. From where I was sitting, I was unable to really hear or see what was happening, but I heard that she was just asking where I was going, and what was happening. He then re-enters the car, and fiddles around with his computer and stuff in the front. Then he tells me that he is going to have to take me to the jail. He gets out of his car, comes around to my door, and asks me to put out my hand. As he is handcuffing me, he asks if there was anything in my bag (purse) that he should be worried about. I tell him that all I have in there is my wallet. He then gets back into the front of the car, and talks on his radio, and he drive away. 11:00 p.m. We arrive at the jail through the garage. He lets me out of the car and we get into an elevator. Once we reach the floor, the officer takes off my cuffs and puts me into a holding cell. A few moments later a different officer, a women officer (she was very nice, one of the nicest officers I was confronted with the whole time), comes and leads me into this side room with a computer, lockers and technical machines. She asks me to sit in the chair opposite of a desk with papers and a computer on it. She begins to ask me a couple questions, routine things I’m guessing. She asked questions about my health and personal information (address, contact information and such). All the while, making me feel comfortable which helped calm me down and fell more comfortable talking with her. While we were going through this procedure, I needed to use the bathroom very badly. I asked her if there was anyway that I could use the bathroom before we continued. She said that it would be a problem and she lead me to the holding cell with a roll of toilet paper, which she found for me. Once I was done, she gave me a place to wash my hands, and asked me to sit up on this counter. She then asked me to remove all of my jewelry. Then we returned to the room where we were before. She went through my personal belongings and counted my money and then placed it into a locker, but the money was placed in a different spot, it wasn’t in the locker. I guess they had to keep it somewhere else. She asked if there was anyone that I would like to call, she allowed me to use my cell phone to call my sister. I called her multiple times, with no answer, so I left a message. After a few moments, she asked if I would like to try her again, this time she answered and I just told her what was going on. Then the officer asked me to take a mug shot and get my fingerprints. After that was taken care of, she gave me and the orange attire to change into. She put me in the holding cell and told me that if my bra or underwear wasn’t white, then I would have to take it off, and of course neither of them was. I stripped down, and put on the orange shirt, orange pants (they gave me white underwear to wear), white socks, and the orange sandals. When I came out, she told me to put my clothes in the same closet. 11:45 p.m. The female officer then led me down a hall, and she told me to pick up a bucket that was sitting on a table, as well as a mattress. She led me down a hall, and into a cell (pod). Upon entering the pod, she showed me which room was mine, and then left me there. I put my mattress on the metal ledge, then looked in the bucket which had a pillow and blankets and a few other things. I ‘made’ my bet and then went to sleep. THURSDAY 7:00 a.m. The lights in our pod turn on. A male officer opens the door and pushes a bucket with a mop into our room. Breakfast is put on a ledge in our door. My pod mate awakes, eats her breakfast, asked for a couple of things from the officers (razor, nail clippers) and then showers. She then gets out and begins to get ready for the day. 7:15 a.m. An officer comes in to pick up my pod mate, but she is running a little late. She sets a broom in the room and tells me that I am going to have to sweep my room and that every Tuesday, Thursday, and Sunday are cleaning days. She leaves, and I sweep. She returns and asks if I have swept and I say that I have, and then she asks if I have mopped, and I told her that I have not yet gotten to that. She then snaps at me and tells me that I need to get that done because there are other people that need it. She leaves with my pod mate and then I mop. She returns and I tell her that I am done mopping. (this all probably taking about 30 minutes or so). I just remain in bed and try to continue sleeping. At this point I have pretty much lost track of time, there were no clocks in our room, and so these upcoming events I’m not sure of the time. (between each event listed below, I was trying to sleep) - I drank the orange juice of my breakfast that I was given, but I wasn’t very hungry to eat the bagel and cereal that was given. - An officer comes and asks if I would like to participate in the activities at that time. She said it was my pod’s scheduled time to go. I decided that I did not want to go. - An officer comes and tells me that I must make my bed. So I make it but continue to sleep on top of it. - An officer coming and telling me to fill out this sheet before I go to court. Sometime shortly before 11:00 a.m.: an officer comes and tells me to get my paper and to follow him, that we going to the court house. I get my papers and then I leave. He then leads me out of my cell pod and to one of the side offices where he asks me if everything that I have filled out on my sheet was true to the best of my knowledge and that I wrote it all down, then he makes me sign and date it and then puts me into a holding cell. He re enters moments later and asks me to kneel on the bench. As I do, he puts shackles around my ankles (which were too tight and I got a bruise from them). Then he asks me to stand up, and he puts a belt around my waist, and then handcuffs around my wrists and connected to the belt. He asks me to wait in the holding cell for a few moments longer. Then another police officer (the second friendliest officer I came across during this whole ordeal) showed me to the elevator down into the garage, and then helped me into the back of the car. We drove almost around the corner to get to the court house. He parks that car, opens the door and lets me out. We enter the court house, go up the elevator, and walk around for a bit before he figures out where we were supposed to be. 11:00 a.m. The officer and I enter the court room, where there were three men in orange sitting on a bench, the officer allows me to sit in front of them. For a while they were heckling me, I just ignored them. I took my seat and the officer took off my handcuffs. Then another man entered in orange and sat with the men behind me. We wait around a few minutes, I am handed a little sheet that I have to fill out, the officer gives me his pen to use (it was just a sheet with two question on it; ethnicity, and sex I think). I fill it out and give it to the officer, who takes care of it for me. A few more moments later, the judge enters (‘All Rise’). A lady on the side declares that they will start with my case. So I go up and sit on chair behind a table, to the left of the state lawyer guy. The judge takes a moment to read through my complaint, and says that he doesn’t see any evidence for resistance of arrest. The other lawyer guy tries to defend that point, but is but doesn’t win his case. The judge asks if everything that is on the sheet that I filled out correct and all true and that I did it, and I tell him yes. Then he reads me my rights and asks if I understand the rights that he has read to me, and I say yes. He then says that I will just be charged with a misdemeanor and that I will be released. He assigns me another court date and asks if I will be there, and I say that I will. Then he’s done and I go to the lady at the side and pick up a sheet with the time of the next court date, and the name and number of my public defender. The officer then takes me out of the room and leads me back down and into the car. 11:30 a.m. Back at the station, the officer tells the other officers that I have been released. The officer removes the chains from around my ankles and the belt around my waist. Another officer (male) leads me to my room, and tells me to gather my things. So I collect the sheets, blankets and stuff that were given to me at the beginning, and put them back in the bucket. Then I sort them out in laundry bins and clean the mattress and pillows and stuff. Then they put me into a holding cell. Then a different officer (female) opens the door with my clothes and tells me to change. I change into my clothes. Then she gives me my other things (jewelry, purse and such). Then she leads me into one of the offices and has me sign a few things, one including the $10 fine for spending the night. She made me sign another sheet to ensure that all of my money was returned back to me. 11:50 a.m. The officer shows me the stairs down to where people were waiting for me (Sarah and Joel). Then I went down and met them, and we left back to campus. An update- I ended up telling my parents that sunday, because i wanted to wait until they got back form spring break. I had another court date yesterday. I went and it was a quick short one. They just gave me another court date, and hopefully by that time I will have a real lawyer (instead of just my public defender, who I and my dad dont like). That date is on May 3rd. I am actually being charged with a gross misdemeanor, which means that if things dont go well, i could end up spending a year in jail, and/or pay a $3,000 fine. Not good. So I guess everything goes alright. I guess I just ask you to keep me in your hearts and prayers! Love you all!!! Current Mood: scared (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
3:27 pm	It's been a while... Well, I haven't updated this here livejournal in some time. I decided to jump on that. im trying to remember all that has happened in these past weeks that i havent updated. well let me think... i guess the only sort of thing that i can think of, is of course, boy problems. what else... feel free to skip right over this part if you dont really care about this, because i know how that goes. You still with me? alright, here i go. THE SITUATION: Neil, likes me. Matt, likes me. Biser, has a crush on me. (i dont mean this to sound like i am miss popular or anything, because im not, i dont really know how this happened, but it is a dilemma). Me, you ask. where do i stand on this situation. I like Matt, but i feel obligated to like neil just because i really liked him earlier and we had our 'thing', but in reality, i just dont feel that same way about him as i did. Matt, i have had a crush on this kid all year. Biser; so cute, so nice, so funny...problem? he is my sisters boyfriends roommate, who is also 23. Bottom line-nothing could ever happen, which im fine with. I like just having him as a fried. But i made the mistake of telling him one night that i had a crush on him, but only after he asked if i did. Then he had to go on and tell me that he had one on me too, and said that we should hang out sometime; 'you and me'. so there is that. Then back to Matt; one weekday when we were drinking, we were hanging out, and kinda got caught in this dark room together, he wanted to kiss me, asked if i liked him, i had to tell him that i couldnt do anything until i cleared things up with neil, he respected that. saturday night, we hung out for a while, and talked a lot. he continued to tell me that he liked me, saying cute things and such. sunday night, continues with the i like you stuff and being cute and stuff, then asks me on a date. i made fun of him for asking me on a date online, so he is going to call me today to aks me. i want to go. My main problem is there is this Justin kid that i really like. i dont know him too well or anything, but from what i know of him, and form i have heard about him, he is really nice and funny and can i say way cute! i have heard people tell me that he thinks im cute and stuff, but i just dont know. So i like him too. Right now i just dont think im ready to be in another relationship, so i dont want to give that idea to people, but i just dont know. Right now, i just really like justin, and matt. The thing is, is i dont want to be tied down, i just kinda wnat to 'play the field' (this is an expression, nothing sexual as you are probably thinking...dirty mind..) i want to see whats out there, and see what i want. my problem is is that i simply dont know what to do. anyway, i will be done with this.. on another note, or if you have skipped down to this part, saturday i had my cousins baby shower! her kid is going to be the first great grandchild. i am totally excited. i love babies, and i know that her little boy is going to be so cute! oh, im just excited to have a little baby in the family. AND, my family is taking a little ski trip to colorado at the beginning of march. i dont really know why, we dont really ski anymore, but i think its just a time for us to be together as a family. i am actually excited. it should be fun. i can never complain about a vacation. AND, the house next door (what my dad likes to call the 'halfway house') is practically done. My brother and her gf are starting to move in. there is just the little things left. other than that, its practically done. exciting! only after 2 years, its finally finished. i will have to show you girls if you want to see it. it is such a cute little house! AND, second semester is going to be a little more difficult than first. i didnt even do well first semester, how am i going to get by now! especially with warm weather on the way, there is no way that im going to be able to concentrate on my school work, but i have to. i need to get better grades than first semester, i need to do well. im glad that i am saying this, because right no i am putting off doing my homework to do this instead. wow, will i ever learn? doubtful. AND, i cant wait for spring break. warm weather, the sun, hanging with my girls, doing whatever we want, hanging on the beach, in the sun, yesss. cant wait! staying with my crazy grandparents and their dog, wow, now i really cant wait! haha (becca and audrey, remind me to give you guys an official description/warning of my grandma...it is needed, trust me...) i guess thats all i can think of right now. i will update more often, promise. i just got behind...happy valentines day, happy birthday to ashley...let me see, what else have i missed...I LOVE YOU ALL! MISS YOU! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN IN THE SUMMER! (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
2:45 pm	quick little update i dont really have much to say but it thought that because i havent updated in a while, i thought i should. like i said, i dont really have much to say, but i will try and think of things that have been going on. so j-term is over. and now i am at home for a good 10 days of break and relaxation. J-term was fun just having one class, but it was a lot more work than i thouht it would be. there was so much reading, which i guess makes sense considering that it was a whole semster of class crammed into one month, but with it all said and done, still a good time. now, being at home, its kinda weird. i have so much time to myself to sit and not do anything. it is also kinda weird because nobody else is home. usually when im home, everyone (or most everyone) has a break from school and so they are home, but now its just stolaf and gustavus people (and the lovely al who i am so lucky to spend time with also!). i guess its kinda nice ebcause now its not like i have any sort of 'obligation' to spend time with everyone like there was over other breaks. like then i wanted to be able to spend time with everyone, and i felt like there just wasnt enough time. there were too many people to see and to spend time with, and not enough time to do that. now its just a good and easy break. ok, well now that i have repeated myself enough... moving on... as with everyone else, i am also having problems with boys, mostly just confused about how i feel or what i should be doing. i guess i dont really know what else to say about it, except for that, that i am confused and i dont really know what to do. i am just going to leave it at that. i guess there hasnt been much else going on. so i will catch up with y'all later! Love ya and miss ya (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 24th, 2005
3:18 pm	Weekly Update Well this weekend...very interesting... Let me start with Friday. It was supposed to be a girls night, but that just turned into a girls dinner. Like seven of us girls just went out to Applebees for dinner, and chatted and did girls stuff. Then Becca, Amy and i went to the hockey game, and stayed for only the first two periods, but it was good fun. Then we went back and, of course, started drinking and i guess just hung out in Hoyme for the rest of the night. Not really did anything too special. Oh gosh, and then comes Saturday. What a night. We wake up, and Amy, Becca and i decided to go to a movie. We saw Coach Carter...very good movie! I enjoyed it a lot. Then we came back and just kinda sat around until we went to dinner. Went back to Hoyme and waited for Becca's church friend Melissa Dooner to show up. She came, we hung out for a bit, and then started drinking. Becca and Dooner got a good start, but i didnt have anything to drink so i had to wait until my sister was going to the store. So when she came we took a little trip there, and got my stuff. Then, back at Hoyme everyone was doing pretty good and i felt as though i needed to catch up, so i took quite a few shots really quickly. Then i went downstairs to Neil's room, where it really hit me. We were just hanging out in his room, making out and such...good times. Then at about midnight i wanted to go to this party in ytterboe with all the hockey guys, and my sis told me that i should come because it should be fun. So, when i was getting up to leave, i was walking and kinda tripped over Neil's legs (or some other junk on the floor) and definitely fell and hit my face on the side metal bar to the futon...which was great fun because it chipped one of my front teeth. let me just say that it was a pretty good chip. I started freaking out and ran upstairs, balling my eyes out, and went into beccas room where i found amy and we went into her room and i told her what happened and stuff and i was just sitting there crying like mad while many people came in to console me and such. Amy calls my sister to come over, because i was obviously very upset, and when she gets there i just completely lost it again. Then she turns to me and asks what is on my neck...i was confused so i looked in the mirror to find that i had a couple huge hickies on my neck. wow...anyway, i get myself together...threw out my contacts, put on my glasses, and decided to still go to the party. So i go back into beccas room to get my stuff because i decided that i would just sleep with my sister then...so i go in there and hear somebody say "whos top is this?" i immediately turn my head and of course its mine that i must have left in neils room, but neil was not the one that was holding it up, it was some other guys...i just go over and rip it out of his hands. wow...that was kinda interesting. Then we leave to go to ytterboe. My sister thankfully lends a turtle neck type shirt to me to cover the hickies. Me of course completely concerned about my tooth, so every time i spoke i had my hand in front of my mouth. of course everyone there knew what had happened, and so they would all make fun of me, mock me, and want to see it. I did not show it to anyone, i was soo embarrassed and just felt like a retard. But overall that party was fun. Then went back to my sis's room and passed out. Sunday...I call my mom in the morning to tell her what has happened and hopefully get it fixed ASAP. She says that dad wont get home until later that night, but to come home because he will be able to squeeze me in in the morning. At about 530 i head back home, and dad is able to fix it in the morning at 730. I get home, they all tease me...great fun. i do my homework and go to bed. Monday...I wake up at the earliest time i have woken up all year...6! wow...early...i get ready and go into the office. Daddy fixes my tooth and it looks perfect, i cant even tell. Daddy does good work. Then i come back to school, everyone asks about my tooth, and want to see it and such. Then i go to class and continue on my day. Overall, this weekend was definitely one to remember. I would have to say that i mostly had fun, i mean the party was fun, hanging with the girls was fun, visitors are always fun...it was good. Just the whole tooth thing was kinda inconvenient. But its all good now and i can move on, live and learn. I guess thats it until next week! Unless i have some spontaneous inclination to post later this week, we shall see. MUCH LOVE! Current Mood: sleepy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 17th, 2005
7:08 pm	Weekend...and other thoughts So, the update for this week... This weekend was crazy fun. My cousin actually didnt end up coming down because it was too cold and kinda icey and she didnt want to be out driving. completely understandable. some other time. To sum up the weekend...I did not sleep in my bed once all weekend... Friday: After class I went with my roommate and a friend from downstairs to get their ears pierced. My roommate got a couple pierced and the other guy decided not to get anything, too expensive. Fun stuff...I dont really remember exactly what I did, but I hung out in Hoyme (Becca's dorm) and we just chilled and drank. Didnt get that drunk, but it was a good time with the girls and such. Slept in becca's room on her pull out couch...wow, confortable. Saturday: Woke up late, got ready, ate, packed and left for Becca's house with her and Amy. It was going to be a fun girls night, babysitting jenna and just hanging out, hot tubbing, watching movies, and ice cream. We went to Old Chicago for dinner. Good stuff, always a great time at OC. Then we went back, and hit the hot tub. Of crouse, good stuff. Then after we changed, we heard the garage door open, its only 10. Hmm, still early...We talk and go through some pros and cons and decide to head back to Stolaf for the night. We end up getting back there at like 12, everybody was already drunk, or well on their way...so we needed to get started! We dont really have any of our own, there are mysterious mixes in beccas room. Becca and i are daring enough to have that...probably the grossest thing i have ever tasted, but hey, it was alcohol. The James, being the great guy that he is, goes to his car and gets a bottle of something and Amy, Becca, James, Neil and i finish that off. It begins to hit me pretty fast. We did all of this drinking in probably like 45 min...thats a lot for a little time. The night gets kinda fuzzy after this. I just start wandering around Hoyme, talking to people and just haning out. Then people start heading to bed, and i am sexiled from every room that i could think of to sleep. So Neil said that i could just go down to his room...His roommate is not staying in his room...We just go down there and put in some movies and watch them and hang out and stuff...you can fill in the rest... Sunday: Wake up at like 9 because Neil has to go to church and sing...poor kid...but he said that i could stay in there and sleep. so, of course, i stayed. Then i wake up again at like 1230 or so, and nobody was in his room...so i just left and went up to becca and amys room to see how their nights ended up. It was a good night. Then i eventually make it back to Kildahl and just worked on some homework and slept. I also had an intramural soccer game that night. That was fun. It turns out that we were playing my sisters team...wow that was fun. Playing with my sister. At time it would just be us, battling for the ball and i would hear people yelling "BATTLE OF THE CORNELLS!!". haha. it was great...and the best part of it was that we won. 4-2. Great game! Wow, again, another long one. Well i think thats all i have to say. LOVE YOU ALL AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Taking Back Sunday-Cute without the "T"... (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
3:40 pm	Well this weekend was crazy, you guys can all read about it in becca's livejournal, because that many minnetonka people here in one night, was absolutly crazy! and so i even have to mention how crazy/wasted i was? because i was, but i needed it so badly. The week was soo long, and i was so busy with all the reading that i have to do, that this weekend was well needed. Fun stuff. Anyway, Intramural soccer started this week. I think its going to be a whole lot of fun. Our first game was last night. we lost, but its ok because we played the best league in he league and for it being out first time ever playing with each other, we did pretty well. i have a feeling that we are going to have more wins in the future. my team is so much fun. its everyone from my dorm, and they are all fun, some are kinda weird, but fun. i have been meeting so many new people! (i know, kinda pathetic that i have been living here for so long and i am still just meeting new, cool people!) I am very excited for our game this sunday. should be fun. i finally looked at my grades yesterday. let me remind you that they were poseted on friday. I finally got up the courage to look. All i have to say is, they were not good for what i am used to getting, but for being the first semester of college, alright. I did a lot better in psych that i thought i would! and a little worse in spanish and civil rights than i thought i did. But i passes, and moving on. J-term and next semester are going to be different. I really have to pick up my grades now, and get my GPA up to where it needs to be. Allie has now turned into a studious student. Now for the whole boy situation. I know that this is not really what you want to read, so i will keep it short and simple. Neil. He likes me (i think) and i think im really starting to like him. We have been hanging out (JUST hanging out! nothing more...we have not kissed or anything yet)...but yesterday, he was being weird, and so now i dont know what i think about it, or what he thinks about it. Other than this, the other problem is that i dont want to be in a relationship right now. i want to take my time and 'play the field.' there are still people out there who i like or think is really cute, and dont want to be tied down again in another seriouse relationship. Sorry, i tried to keep it short! Is it so bad that it is only wednesday and i am already so looking forward to this weekend? why does this always happen? I am especially excited for this weekend because my little cousin is coming for saturday night! I guess i shouldnt so much say little, she is a junior in high school, that is when i started visiting my sister (remember aud?!?!) All i know is that its going to be hard keeping all of my guy friends off of her...she seriously looks like she is older than me, way older. I know of some people who have said that she lookds like she is at least 20! SHE IS 17!! UGH! i hate that! but im excited. shes really cool and im really looking forward to it! i hope that my sister and i are good hosts and show her a good time here at stolaf! wahoo! wow, this was a very lengthy entry. so i think i am done for now! MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU ALL!! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 3rd, 2005
3:15 pm	school.... well, here i am, back at school. Man i wish i had more time at home with all my girls and buddies. I feel like i was forced to come back here too soon, like i was home for only a couple days. but at the same time, being here is weird, strange, unfamiliar. its confusing, hard to explain. I mean, i love all of the people here, but i see them everyday, and then when i come home, there are snow/ice storms that keep me from going out to see my friends before i leave, and i just feel like i left home in such a rush, and i was unable to se all of the people that i wanted to and spend the time with them that i wanted to. i just feel like i was robbed of my time at home. school this term is going to be good though. Only one class this month. Starts at 1, gets out at 3. Its going to be a party month. Every night can be a party if i want, although i dont know if thats what its going to be. I need to do well in this class, and i have no excuse not to because i only have one class a day. This is the new me, the studious me. for all of you nonbelievers, well you better believe it, because its going to happen! i guess thats all i have to say right now. I have to get back to doing my homework! gosh, first day of class and i already have an assignment, why is it not like high school where you dont do anything for like the first week. boo.. love you girls! miss you all to pieces! Current Mood: blah (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 25th, 2004
1:45 pm	SPRING BREAK! i havent written in a while, but i just wanted everyone to know that im totally excited for spring break! i cant fucking wait! i need a break from school. i need to just go and relax with my family and my bud audrey. we are just going to go and party all night everynight! and hopefully meet some pretty cool people. i need to get tan. i need the sun. i need the relazation. i need the time to not think. i need the time away from things, away from minnesota! i have to keep on telling myself just a few 'more days allie, just a few more days. you can do it!' i try...but im done with this..bye (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 28th, 2004
10:29 pm	well hello! hey everyone! im still here in florida and i just wanted to say hello, and that i misss all of you! i hope you are all having a fun time without me....tear. i havent been up to too much here, just sitting in the sun, trying to get a tan! the weather has been alright so far, sunny but kinda windy. tomorrow its supposed to be very nice and warm, so i plan to stay out all day and just lay in the sun and try and soak up as much sun as possible! only a couple days left! gotta get as much of that sun as i can before i leave! other than that, not too much had been happening. i hear that i have been missing a lot back at home! all of these amazing hockey and basketball games, man i wish i could have been there and seen them! im also missing all of these great movies! someone is going to have to go and see dirty dancing havana nights again with me! ok? i think al said that she would see it again with me, so im happy, but im dissapointed that i didnt get to see it with everyone! oh well...what can i do! only a couple more days here, then i will be back home, and back to reality, and my normal life. this was a good break away though, eventhough i miss everyone oh so very much! i miss having a teenage conversation with someone, here all i have to talk to is my mom, my dad or my littl brother, and they arent too good at those conversations. and im pretty sure that i have gained about 10 pounds here! cause i havent been doing anything but sitting and eating! and of course my grandmas insists on getting donuts and ice cream treats and everythint like that! just ruining me! so dont be too surprised if a fatter allie comes back! another thing that sucks about being here is that i am an hour ahead, and so when it seems like its getting late here, the night is really just starting for all of you guys. when its midnight here, you guys still have time left in your night, and so i feel like im staying up so late! and of course when i go online and stuff...nobody is ever on! but oh well. i will live. like i said, only a few more day. all right, well i think im done. i cant think of anything else to day. i miss you all and i will see you soon! i have fun with the vacation time that you have left! adios! (Comment on this)
Friday, February 20th, 2004
8:57 am	ITS FRIDAY!!! school today is going to suck, but its friday! this week went by pretty fast, which is good. i think it was because we didnt have school on monday, and that always makes it seem faster. i dont really know how exciting this weekend is going to be, im not going to the basketball game tonight, like ususal, and i dont really know what i am doing besides that. but on saturday....THE SENSES FUCKING FAIL CONCERT!!! i am so pumped for that. its going to be a great show. i just need to get some sleep before then or i will be so tired for it. i have gotten no sleep this week, and i had not gotten any sleep that previous weekend, and so im running on low. but i dont really think that i should be having too many late nights so i will be able to catch up and not be so tired. but gotta go. everyone have a good weekend... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
1:24 pm	ok well, i have'nt writen in a long time. i dont really know what to say. last night there was a basketball game...those are always fun, but we lost. it was a close game. stupid refs. but what can you do. wow, im really excited for this weekend. its going to be a totaly blast. first of all its a long weekend, no school on monday, and sweethearts is on saturday. im so excited for that, our goup is so awesome it should be so much fun. but we cant forget about the basketball game on firday, and of course boots afterwards. that should be fun. cant be too physical though, dont want al lot of bruises, cause that would look really cute with my dress. yeah but anyway... open hour. not much to do during open hour. except sit on the computer and do nohting, or al and i just walk around and again do nothing. yeah so im bored. im done (Comment on this)
Friday, January 30th, 2004
1:35 pm	Today, is friday! Im totaly pumped for the basketball game tonight! It is pretty rediculous how excited I get for these games. Totally ready for the burb and some oldies! Its going ot be a full car and its going to be totally awesome! Im also excited because on saturday my sister and i are going to her boyfriend's hockey game...wow sporting events galore! but im really excited to spend some quality time with my sis! Gotta love it! I am getting really distracted right now and i cant concentrate and think about what i need to write! This is terrible! ok im going to stop now because what im saying is really not going to make any sense...soo...yeah (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 29th, 2004
1:45 pm	agh!!! ok so... boys...yes they suck! this is going to be, for the most part, another ranting entry..so warning you now to get out and not read it if you dont want to hear about my pety little problems! ok, now that thats settled, back to what i was talking about. boys..suck. i think most of you will agree when i say that. i just really think that they are put on earth to make out lives difficult and frusterating. Sure they are fond to look at some of the time, but really. things never ever work out in my favor when it comes to boy. everytime i begin to like someone, they always turn the other way and it sucks. like, my boy interest now. lets just recap on how thats working for me....My friend likeed (or likes??) him and he says something along the lines that he likes us both (bullshit) and then he likes his ex-girlfriend..then he doesnt...then he does..and yes, now he really does and he is about to get back together with her! Wow that worked out really nicely for me, didnt it?!?! wait...NO!! Typical. of course this would happen to me. it just wouldnt be right if i were happy an dif everything worked out as i would have liked it to! wow i sound really pissy and annoying right now, but it just sucks! this always happens! and i just dont know what to do about it. for once i would just wish everything to work out as i would like it to. but i think its going to be a long time before that happens. i hate it when he makes me think that he interested and then he just does stuff that makes me realize that it was all bullshit! and all a lie. i just dont know anymore. I dont even know if i like him anymore, how can i? I should just make myself not like him at all and we can just be friends. at least i would have that. but enough about that...moving on to things more exciting... Yes this weekend! Basketball game! gotta love them basketball boys. i just hope that the stupid refs arent retarded this game and let our fans cheer for our team! and tonight...WILD GAME!! totoally stoked for that! it should be fun, getting to see my sister again and my cousins..and not to mention a great game! and we are in a suite so that should be great....FREE FOOD!! cant go wrong with that. but that is something to look forward to. that should be fun. and this weekend should be fun as well, or at least i hope it is. Well, i think im done ranting and talking about things that im sure you people dont even care about... Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: senses fail (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 28th, 2004
1:35 pm	open hour..nothing to do. i feel like everyday i just sit here and do nohting but go on here and read what people have to say. It is actually very interesting to read what they have to say because i can find out what people have been up to or interesting events that people have been involved in. But yeah, this is pretty much all i do. What a boring way to spend your time. I could be doing something worth while, like homwork, but do i? of course not. i never do. im a senior, major senior slack! Well, lets see here, what has happend to me in that last 24 hours...hmm...well, i got my haircut after school yesterday, thats fun?! Then, of course, the basketball game. Thats fun, when is it ever not fun? Our fans are truely great. After the game, in my car thats falling apart! The stupid defrost doesnt work, or something so i can never see out of my car windows and i have to roll them down to see if anyone is coming (i bet thats an intersting sight!) and of course the heater still doesnt work. Thats always nice to have not work during the winer!! I tried to get it fixed, but of course that failed. it will have to go in again. Then after the that adventurous drive home, i did homework...or actually didnt do homework, but more looked at it. then i spent the rest of the night on line, like always..chatting it up with my friends, catching up on everything that had happened within the last hour after the game. And this is my broing, repetitive life! This weekend i am going to have to do something exciting and different to get me out of this dead spell. Oh yes! my brother just recently go home from Madrid and Morocco. that was very interesting to listen to what he had to say about his trip and look at all of the pictures. I cant wait until i get to tavel in college. Being the nice brother that he is, be brought home a little gift for my brother and I. Always thinking about us. My sister leaves for Australia here at the end of the month. Im really sad that i never got to go and visit her before she left. I really wanted to go once more before it was too late...but...too late. She is going to be missing my graduation. That makes me sad. I really wanted her to be there, knowing that i had made it, and just knowing that she is there. Looking back on graduation pictures, it will just be sad that she missed it. I guess it really isnt that big of a deal because she would just have been sitting through a long cerimony, only knowing a dozen of the kids that walk across that stage, but...its just the thought of her being there. I think im also jealous that she is going to be taveling and experiencing something incredible while im just stuck at home. But enough of that.. Actually, i really have nothing more to say at the moment...i told you i would write again! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 27th, 2004
1:57 pm	Okay...so this is my first entry... and i have nothing to say..why am i even writing, you ask? because al is making me. "Allie you are a panzy and you have nothing to write!" Al says. Shes soo cool...she my bestest friend! haha right al?! ok, but this week with the new semester and everything i just feel discombobulated. Everything is so new and i have to still get used to everyone and everything new. My classes are alright, but at least i have a couple to look forward to that stay the same all year. But i needed the change. Change is good, but it being second semester of my senior year its kinda scarey to think that im going to be graduating and going away to school next year, where there will be big change. Im kinda scared for college. being the shy and not very talkative person that i am, it really frightens me that i will not make any friends and be at college all alone. I guess deep down i kinda know that that wont happen, but then again you never know. Well class is almost over and i should probably get going...i will write again..promise! (2 Comments |Comment on this)